Mary - Untitled

What the fuck am I doing when I let someone actually see me

What the fuck am I doing when I take down the layers that cover the words inked on my wrists

The heart carved into my tin man costume

I swear I have a brain

I swear I have a heart, look, it’s right here

I swear I have a home

And I just want to go back to it

And show you what the fuck I mean

When I say I’m scared, when I’m afraid, when I’m doubting

Every second every word every thought every move I make

But I do it anyway because I have to keep moving

And I have to take steps forward not back

And live in the moment

And live in the risks

Even though they scare me into feeling one hundred percent

Like I don’t know what the fuck I mean or what the fuck I want

But I can’t stop won’t stop shouldn’t ever take no for an answer

So here I am and here we are

It's me, unedited, unadulterated, uncovered.

And what the fuck else can I even say.

Mary is a somewhat recent college grad who still hasn't quite figured out where she wants to live or what she wants to do with her practically meaningless degree. She is currently settled in the cornfields of Northern Illinois and spends her time dreaming of a world where she could get paid to write and drink coffee all day.